Sunday, December 11, 2011

Pigs must be flying...

because here I am...finishing a 5k...well, technically it was only 3 miles, not 3.1, but STILL. Me! Running! Honestly, I never ever, ever, ever dreamed I would run...except to catch a plane or a movie or a Finn.

It started with this. My brother and sister finishing a half marathon together in NYC this past October. It was wonderful to be there to cheer them on, but as I saw their faces crossing the finish line, all I could think of was how badly I wanted to be there with them.
I enjoy exercise and physical activity, but never running. And practically my whole family runs. But I left the city that weekend with crazy kind of yearning. A yearning I had never felt before. A true, to the core, desire to push myself to a place I never thought I could achieve. And the reason why? Not just to share a tremendous moment with two of my siblings, but for the two reasons below. My two angels. I want to be healthy and fit for them. I want them to have a mama who CAN run after them...for years to come.
And this angel. My Billbers. My love. I know he loves me and is proud of me. The best thing I can do for my family is be the healthiest me - and I think training for a half marathon next October is the ticket.
And here are my secret weapons. A best friend who showed me that YES, it IS possible to run races no matter how impossible it seemed. A best friend, who, despite freezing weather, stood out in the cold to cheer me on. This picture of Jen was what I looked at right before I started the race. She never dreamed she'd ever run - and look at her! Smiling and running....
And these two. Amber and Fred. Their belief in me. Their love. Amber's music to keep me moving and Fred's coaching to keep me on track. I'd never, ever have made even to the race had he not given me goals and a path to achieve them. I am forever grateful for these three people - I could never have done this without them.
And while this is not a great picture - this is a big chunk of my family running. My mom, my stepdad, my brother, Chuckie, my sister, Lauren, Mira, even Liam and Finn! (Liam was on a bike, four miles is a little much for him just yet.) These guys are the picture of health and are always running and skiing and just plain staying active. It's inspiring to be part of a group that's so ALIVE. I want to model this for my boys so we can run on the beach together when they are all grown up, too.

Here's where I 'train.' It's just one of the hills on my road. Oh yeah, I can call this 'my road' now because we are buying a house on it. :D
That's me and a new runner friend nearing the finish line. I may look like I'm all smiles, but I was pretty sure I was going to hurl at that point. It felt great and awful all at once...but mostly great.
And there's my time. 3 miles in about 31 minutes. From what I gather, not too shabby for a first run. Honestly, the time didn't matter nearly as much as just finishing it without puking.
And so, I want to say Thanks. (as usual, it seems). Thanks to my friends who believe in me and made this possible. Thanks to Bill for watching the kids so I can get out and train. Thanks for the breath in my lungs and the wind in my hair. Thanks for not freezing to death. Thanks for it all. I look forward to sharing my journey to "THE HALF" with you.

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

A wonderful weekend

Waking up to this is heaven on earth...no photoshop, no messing with colors or filters. This is what my eyes are greeted with many a morning. It makes me grateful to be alive.

I managed to find some pictures of another weekend we spent in NYC a few weeks ago with my dad and Bill's mom ..for some reason they up loaded completely out of order. Sorry about that.

Back to this past weekend - I took Liam to his first professional ice hockey game with his Cub Scout pack. It was a fun night. Liam is in the middle below - all the scouts got a free jersey.Thanks to our den leader working at a local bank, he was able to get us seats in the company box. It was pretty awesome.

Next we made gingerbread houses with daddy. This went surprisingly well with a child who has food allergies. Pillsbury frosting in a can is mostly chemicals - Finn is NOT allergic to those - just the wholesome good stuff like eggs and milk and wheat. Still, it made it possible for him to join in an annual holiday tradition of ours.
Gumballs are dairy/nut/egg/gluten free! Yay!!!

So basically this is an excuse to just eat loads and loads of sugar in one sitting...right?

And here's a random pic from our NYC weekend with my dad and Krissy.
OH, we also made ornaments with that horrid, but amazing smelling cinnamon/applesauce dough. It's messy and a pain in the butt, but the kids had a great time (ALSO a Finn friendly activity!)

Bill found a tripod and had fun with the zoom lens...


Aww, my cute little honey. More amazing things to share in the very near future...stay tuned.

Saturday, November 26, 2011

I didn't take any pics...

But my mom did~ Here are some pics from my Aunt Barbara's Thanksgiving celebration.
Chuck and Mira looking ready for yum yums.
On Black Friday we ventured into the city to go ice skating in Central Park. We ALL got on the ice!
Finn's first time on the ice. My back was killing me at this point. Finn only made it around once..but, he was hungry.
Good times!
It was definitely a perfect day in the city. It was probably 60 some degrees, sunny, and just wonderful.
I LOVE this picture. It really captures the New YAWKER in me!
And I love this picture even more. Me and my boys. Poor Billbers was stuck at home with his two best buddies playing guitar...oh well..
We ended the evening at a pretty nice restaurant. We met with Lauren's boyfriend, Jean-Paul, and his family. I have to say here that Liam was AMAZINGLY well behaved for the 2+ hours we were there. Finn on the other hand...oy. My cheeks look flushed and not because I've had anything to drink other than diet Coke. He is a holy terror in a restaurant. At one point I was letting him walk around the big table. Our waitress was taking an order from another table and Finn placed his hand on her butt to move her aside so he could walk by! That little bugger.
Back at my mom's Liam and Lauren got their architect on.


It's been a busy, busy weekend, but loads of fun.

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

I just don't...

wanna jinx it. I want to write about all the things on my mind about the exciting happenings around here...but I think I am just going to have to go and wait a month or so...which is so very hard. Typing it all out feels so good, but for once, I will wait.

In the meantime, I hope every one eats a lot of what they love tomorrow. You'll find me hoarding the stuffing. I look forward to seeing family I haven't seen in years. And I am excited to take Finn ice skating for the very first time ever in Central Park...

More good things to come...if you can wait...

Saturday, November 12, 2011

Thank You Beach

When things go really well for me I immediately want to thank people. Every action and event in my life is touched and shaped by others, so I feel like any good I get should be acknowledged and shared with so many.

Things are going really well. Really, really well right now. And even though I have a migraine threatening to burst through my right temple at the moment, the boys are playing nicely in the tub and here is where my brain is at.

The beach. (And forgive me now, because I have that childish kind of mind that actually fantasizes things like this....at 36 years old while her kids are in the tub...) yeah, it's not that kind of beach. It's an island actually.

And my mom is there. And my dad. And my step mom and step dad. And my mother-in-law. Because, amazingly, they all love the beach. And if I had my way, I'd say thank you to them by taking them to a beach.

I'd write in the sand at their feet, "thank you for raising me to be grateful and hard working. Thank you for pushing me to excel at school and whatever it is that makes me happy. Thank you for believing in me and loving me. Thank you for being that financial crutch from time to time when, despite hard work, things just got too tight. Thank you for giving me purpose. Thank you for sending me out there. Thank you for listening to all my crazy hopes and dreams and hoping for the best. Thank you, thank you, thank you. My life is what it is, thanks to all of you."

That would take up a lot of sand...hence the island...not to mention they'd all probably want their own space....and I'd want to invite a big handful of friends who also have listened to endless ideas and scenarios of how my life would turn out...they should be at the "thank you beach," too, don't you think? I mean, hey, this IS a fantasy, so why not?

I suppose some of you are wondering what's so great that's worthy of all this thankfulness. Well, it's a little early to be getting into that....but soon. Soon I hope to have all sorts of good things to share. And if not, at least there's today. A day full of good news and hope and sun and friends...oh and a truly sinfully delicious chocolate pavlova.

Sunday, November 6, 2011

Funny Finn...



If you can possibly ignore me in the background, just watch Finn's face. JUST WATCH..he is so engrossed in whatever he is doing on my iPhone and has no idea that Chuckie is filming him. Priceless.

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Halloween 2011

While it was a little chillier than I had anticipated for my first Halloween back in New York, it was a great afternoon. Our gang of super heroes pillaged for goodies, our toes froze, and we just had a fun time.
Here we have Leah (Wonder Woman), Luke (Batman), Liam (Robin), Skyler (Super Girl) and on the floor Sean (Monkey), Finn (Super Man), and me - wearing an oddball wig that was on clearance at WalMart.
My totally awesome super heroes!!


A brave snowman out for an ice cream treat I suppose...
Finnster, while unable to eat any of the treats in his bag, did have a good time swing the loot all around.
A really sweet grandmother-type felt bad for the baby who couldn't eat the treats so she gave him an apple, which he gladly enjoyed.